The life of a stay at home mom and 3 toddlers...

Tonight is a good night to post my feelings on staying at home/working at home with 3 toddlers. It is pure chaos...and a love/hate relationship:) this weather has just been hard on all of us...they need to run off energy and i need some sunshine and space to myself. Staying at home has been the hardest thing i have ever done...it's constant mess, screaming, laughing, touching, diaper changing, chore doing, lecturing, hugging...and there are days when i am not at my best at it...those are the days when i wish there was someone i could bring in for 1 hour just to get my bearings. the constant guilt that i'm not giving everyone what they need, including myself. I honestly would not change it for anything and i have to remind myself of that. Adam will be 4 in July and is becoming a much better helper around the house. The twins will be 2 1/2 in August. Alli likes to do whatever Adam does (except pick up:)) so she is working on potty training an...