House full of chaos and love!

So after reading others blogs, i'm feeling inspired to share my thoughts and stories to bring everyone up to date. Twins turned 9 months today and that's really made me sad to think that they are only 3 months to a year...when Adam turned a year he seemed like such a "big" boy. I really do believe our two new additions made Scott and I realize even more how much love we have to give and share and that having more in our family suits us. It is crazy, don't get me wrong...and working from home while watching 3 kids (and a dog) and keeping up on housework is HARD! I sometimes wonder what i am going to do when i have time to myself. Or what it will feel like to be okay with being gone more than 3 hours during the day. I often times feel guilty leaving all 3 kids with anyone...let alone Scott as I'm used to the chaos and feel "guilty" having others be submerged in it. Our family has been wonderful helping out on the weekends to give Scott and I ...